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[14 Dec 2005|07:55pm] |
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I FUCKING LOVE NICK D. GRAINGER!
...WITH ALL OF MY HEART!!!!
4-ever....I swear baby!
=]
<33333
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[19 Sep 2005|08:16pm] |
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1. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
GG Allin
2. Where was your first kiss?
in my front yard
3. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
hahahaha YES haha
4. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
haha yesss
5. Have you ever sang in front of a large number of people?
not by myself but yeah
6.Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
eyes
7.What really turns you on?
sagging pants haha
8.What do you usually order from starbucks?
tall mocha frapacino
9. What is your biggest mistake: rather not say
10. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
yeah
11. Say something totally random about you: i fucking love beer
12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
yes...people say i remind them of ashley simpson with black hair? hahaha i dont see it at all...
13. Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
yeh\
14. Did you have braces?
no
15. Are you comfortable with your height?
yes
16. What is the most romantic thing someone of the opposite sex has done for you?
i cant think of anything right now
17. When do you know it's love? i dunno
18. Do you speak any other languages?
no
19. Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
ya but i didnt tan there my friends sis worked there haha
20. What magazines do you read?
high times but i dont read it i just look at the beautiful buds
21. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
no
22.Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
yes
23.Do you watch mtv? laguna beach hahaha
24.What's something that really annoys you?
people who kick the back of my chair
25. What's something you really like?
music
26.Do you like Michael Jackson?
dont care for him much
27.Can you dance?
i dunno, i dont think i can
28.What's the longest/latest you have ever stayed up?
like 3 or 4 days
29.Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
no
30.Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
no
31. Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
yes
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What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? eyes
Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? yah if she knows wut shes doing.
Would you marry for money?
no
Have you had braces?
no
Do you wear lipgloss?
yes
Do you like talking on the phone?
yes
When was the last time you had a hickey?
over the weekend
Could you live without a computer?
yes
Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc?
aim
If so, how many people are on your list(s)?
aim like 200 or something
If you could live in any past time period, which would it be?
im not sure
Do you drink enough water?
not really, i should start
Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?
sometimes wear sometimes i dont
What is your favorite fruit?
strawberries
Do you eat wheat bread or white?
wheat
What is your favorite place to visit?
everywhere? haha i dunno
What is the last movie you saw?
dracula
Do you kiss on the first date?
depends on if i know them already or not
Are you photogenic?
i dont think i am
Do you dream in color or black and white?
color
Are you wearing fingernail polish?
no
--- suprisingly fresh
Do you have any dimples?
no
Do you remember being born?
no
Why do you take surveys?
im boredddd
Do you drink alcohol?
yes
Did you like or do you like high school?
no!!!!! too much stupid DRAMA.
What is the most beautiful language?
English?
When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake?
i dunno
Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?
sunsets
Do you want to live to be 100?
yes
Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair?
yes
Do you like salty food or sugary food the most?
both
Are you superstitious?
heck yes!
Have you ever seen a psychic?
no
Are you loyal?
yes
Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?
yes
When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?
off
Do you believe in magic?
yes
Do you have nightmares frequently?
alot of times
Do you like your nose?
no
Do you like abstract art?
yes
Do you think you can draw well?
hell naw
Do you listen to music daily?
hell yah
Do you like to watch cartoons?
yup
At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
a young age
How many pairs of shoes do you have in your closet?
a lot
Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?
depends on what i feel like
Do you write poetry?
nah
Do you snore?
i dont think so, when im reallyy fucked up i do haha
Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?
sides
Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
rotweiler
Do you lick stamps?
no
Do you use an electric can opener?
no
Have you ridden in a hot air balloon?
no
Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?
physical
Do you think balding men should shave their heads?
yep
Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed?
yes
Do you prefer a piano or a violin?
piano
Are you a sex addict?
no
Do you know someone who has cancer?
yes
Do you hunt?
no
Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants?
both
Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?
zoo
Do you have a middle name?
yes
Are you basically a happy person?
yes
Are you tired?
a little
Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?
pepsi
Have you ever met anyone off the internet?
yeah
How many phones do you have in your house?
i dont have any house phones
How long is your hair?
mid length
Do you get along with your parents?
most times
What color of eyes do you prefer?
hazel
Are you a virgin?
no
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| every living creature dies alone |
[04 Aug 2005|07:22am] |
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I hope that when
the world comes
to an end,
I can breathe
a sigh of relief,
because there
will be so
much to look
forward to.
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[30 Jul 2005|10:46pm] |
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its all small tho...ehh looks better in real life! :).
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| life is such a lonely place and theres no on you can trust... |
[23 Jul 2005|08:26am] |
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Last night was AMAZING!
I went to a show at the Black Lion with
Nick and Tony...the "tattooist" haha.
I missed all my friends from shows.
Im soo happy i got to see them again.
It felt so good....like old times!!!
Getting drunk in the corner...and nick askin everyone to pull his finger!
+++ NICK GOT OFF PROBATION SO I GOT TO SMOKE WITH MY NICKYBEBE!
Just like old times.
Ahhh i love him...hes such a KICKASS BESTFRIEND!
He makes me happy.
Hes the only guy that can cure my weakness...
which is knowing that my boyfriend is still locked up..:/!
Thats why hes my bestest friend haha.
The show was sooo badass.
KrumBums played a kickass show like always.
Verbal Abuse was awsome as well.
I havent seen them play in a long time...
I got to see Yoshiiii!!! Eeee how i missed my yoshimayer haha.
Ryan, Adam, and Kyle went....i missed those guys so much.
I cant believe we went so long without hanging out!
Ahhh and STEWART! I missed him too, that crazy guy.
Im so happy i got to see mostly everyone.
I cant wait until the next show.
Well its early and i woke up
with a hangover so i drank
some chocolate milk...
me and drakes old cure!
Ahhhh waaay goodtimes goodtimes!
Im out.
<33
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[19 Jul 2005|12:12pm] |
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When Lauren gets back from Florida we're gettin our tats!
fuck ya i cant fucking wait for my tattoo!! eeee.
Shit my court dates comen up...bleh FUCK PIGS!
Damn i havent written in this little shit in forever.
Nick got off probation today...you know what that means...
hits from the bong nigga!
Well im out to go smoke out!
BTA! pora vida weey!!
THIS SHITS FOREVER...
flying on a forty thats how i get down
you say yer the king but im wearing the crown
high on my throne sniffing lines making deals
got a chef in the kitchen cooken my last meal.
<33
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[14 Jul 2005|02:50am] |
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Power abuse
Authority misuse
They kill and rape
And it wont be on the news
But youre the good one
With the badge and a gun
Braggin how you blasted
Gunshot forty-one
Policia
Line up on the wall
Policia
Caged animals
Policia
Kill and lie some more
Policia
Conspiracy to cage the poor
One dead cop
No more donut shop
More dead cops
Might make the hurting stop
Kill cops
Policia
Line up on the wall
Policia
Caged animals
Policia
Kill and lie some more
Policia
Conspiracy to cage the poor
One dead cop
No more donut shop
More dead cops
Might make the hurting stop
Kill cops
I never took such pleasure in a death
A hatred born of freedoms dying breath
The police kill and then they lie some more
In a conspiracy to cage the poor
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| MYSPACE SUCKS |
[28 Jun 2005|05:00pm] |
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yeah, homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague
if sadness lurks within yer walls, as it does in mine
where i am confined to my room to hide
from all of the bullshit i've gotta deal with from them
and they don't give in, until i am crying
my eyes out over this shit, and then i scream out
homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague
gotta get outta here before i loose my mind
yeah, homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague
when everything i do is wrong, and its all my fault
and they don't understand, me or who i am
they'll never except that this is all who i am
and all i can do is never enough
i wish that for once they'd just fucking lay off
homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague
abandon all hope, and watch my dreams fade away
with all this shits stacked, like weights on my back
with no one to help me, soon i will collapse
my family hates me, i fucking hate them
goddammit, will this homelife shit ever end?!
yeah, homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague
if you live with anger and hate, just like here
where i live in fear of losing my mind
and killing you all, leaving no one behind
trapped inside these walls, with no where to go
and nothing to do, i am bored and depressed
patients put to the test, dagger at my chest
i carve into my arm to relieve the stress
homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague
gotta get outta here before i loose my mind
my family hates me, i fucking hate them
goddammit, will this homelife shit ever end?!
now, shows over come home, and i'm all alone
with no one to talk to and no pot to smoke
homelife, is a drag, deadly like a plague
i'll walk out the front door, and never look back
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| summer 05 |
[09 Jun 2005|09:21pm] |
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Damn I havent written in here in a while!
Or have i?
Anyways. Hm. Not much has been going on.
I go to bullshit credit retrival and it sucks.
I doubt im going to get credit for it anyways.
Me and Richard left early to smoke with wayne, it was fun!
I have been going crazy this week, not being able to do as much
as usual cos of getting arested again on Ryan's birthday.
Haha that boy gets arrested on all of his bdays.
Tomorrow should be real fun!
Me and Melody might chill with Chris and Taylor.
Then later maybe go to a show for a little bit, then chill with Lauren!
I cant wait until Tommy gets back, summer doesnt seem right without him!
I feel like I cant have fun cos he cant!
I miss him!
Well i still have fun ne ways hehe!
Im out.
<3
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| I stole this from Clara :) |
[28 May 2005|08:36pm] |
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1) Single or taken: Taken
2) Birthday: 8.29.89
3) Siblings: 1
4) hair color: dark brown
5) Eye color: light brown
*-;-* H a v e Y o u E v e r *-;-*
1) Given anyone a bath: yes
3) Broken a Bone: no
4) Broken the law: yes
5) Made yourself throw-up: yes, but not for belimik reasons
or however you spell it, just because i was really drunk haha
6) Gone skinny-dipping: not yet
7) Ever been in love: yes
8) Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: yes
*~* R e l a t i o n s h i p s *~*
1) Who is your best friend: Melody and Tommy
2) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
3) Did you send this to your crush?: no
4) Did your crush send this to you?: no
*-;-*F a s h i o n S t u f f *-;-*
1) What is your favorite clothes shop?: i have no idea
2) Rings or necklaces?: rings
3) Favorite Brand?: too many, but i mostly listen to leftover crack or sublime
E x t r a S t u f f *-;-*
1) What are you most scared of: being surounded by sharks
2) What are you listening to right now: sublime
3) who was the last person who texted you?: Justin
*Favorite things*
1) Color: GREEN
2) Food: pizza
3) Boy's names: Devon
4) Girl's names: Carissa
5) Subject/s: ?
8) Car: ?
9) Place in the world: anywhere with Tommy and Melody
10) Song: i dont know theres too many to chose from
11) Film: Requiem for a dream
-;-* F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s *-;-*
1) Pizza or chocolate: Pizza
2) How many people are you sending this to?: ?
3) who will send this back?: ?
4) Gold or Silver: silver
5) What is the last film you saw at the cinema?: The Aviator
6) last time you were a total idiot?: everyday haha
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| drama is gay |
[26 May 2005|12:04am] |
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I wish me and him (and Melody) could just fucken move out and leave this shit place already!
There is so much drama here that we dont deserve or need!
I cant fucking wait until we are legal!
2 more years for him, and about 3 for me.
I cant wait.
I hate this shit!
I wish I could turn back time.
Fuck it!
I just wish me and him can be together peacefully.
This shit sucks, its hard to live a lie.
Its dumb, and stupid!
I guess we're going to have to though until we
are able to leave this place.
I CANT FUCKING WAIT FOR THAT DAY TO COME!
I FUCKING LOVE HIM AND I DONT FUCKING CARE!
SO FUCK HER AND EVERYONE ELSE!
Thank you soooo much for helping me
and being there for me Melody!
I FUCKING LOVE YOU GIRL! NO MATTER WHAT!
im out.
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| i dont give a fuck ne more |
[23 May 2005|06:09pm] |
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Holy shit.
Its my first day without him and I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT!
I swear im going to go crazy.
This has never happend to me before.
I hate this shit.
I hate that my mom is trying to tell me,
"oh you can find somebody way better, hes nothing
but trouble, all your gunna do is end up in jail."
Fuck her.
I can honestly say I fucking love this boy!
Hes the only one that has been there for me FOR YEARS,
since about elementary,
and knows me BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE!
The only one that can read my mind, and can finish my sentances,
the only one who makes me feel like a real person,
the only one who i can acually be my self around,
the only one who has seen me at my best and at my worst!
I fucking love him
and i dont give a fuck about what anyone thinks or says!
Fuck this shit im out.
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| KILL COPS! |
[22 May 2005|10:03pm] |
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So much fucken shit went on today!
Im so fucken worried about my boy!
Its not fucking funny.
The cops came to my house about 2 times.
I got arrested.
My boy got arrested.
Everything was going perfect. until the fucken PIGS showed up.
I hate shavano.
Stupid white stuck up people!
Just when everything was going perfect it had to fuck up!
Im sooo fucking worried that im not going to see him in like a year,
maybe even years!
Its killing me to think about whats going to hapen to him!
Im sooo fucken worried!
Im out.
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| i dont know who sings this but its on Napoleon Dynamite haha! |
[22 May 2005|10:08am] |
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If you need a friend
dont look to a stranger
You know in the end
I'll always be there
And when your in doubt
and when your in danger
Take a look all around
and I'll be there
Im sorry, but Im just thinking of the right words to say
I know they dont sound the way I planned them to be
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you I will.
When your day is through
and so is your temper
You know what to do
Im gonna always be there
Sometimes if I shout
its not whats intended
These words just come out
with no gripe to bear
Im sorry, but Im just thinking of the right words to say
I know they dont sound the way I planned them to be
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you...
Im sorry, but Im just thinking of the right words to say
I know they dont sound the way I planned them to be
And if I had to walk the world, Id make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you I will.
I gotta tell ya I need to tell ya I gotta tell ya I gotta tell ya
Im sorry, but Im just thinking of the right words to say
I know they dont sound the way I planned them to be
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you...
Im sorry, but Im just thinking of the right words to say
I know they dont sound the way I planned them to be
And if I had to walk the world, Id make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you I will ...
haha this song reminds me of Tommy.
:).
<33
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Whats up.
Yea its like 8 in the morning. But im waiting for my bus.
I hate the bus.
I wonder what im going to do today...
Im suppose to go to saturday school,
but i wanna hangout with tommy...
Hmmm... knowing me, im probably going to skip the saturday school.
Saturday school....even tho its on a THURSDAY! haha
They should think about changing the name or something.
I got a badass Ninja Turtle watch last night.
Nick is going to be so jelouse! haha
I still have his old school Ninja Turtle shirt from 7th grade!
Awww...what a cutie! haha.
Fiesta Texas' water park is open now.
Ooo shit son...I think me and Melody, maybe Tomas and Ramone,
might go on sunday...hopefully.
And then on Monday its Denied Rights...fuck ya.
I cant wait cos i havent seen the crew in like 2 weeks, and it sucks!
o ya and the Casualties are playing too.
Well im out.
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[10 May 2005|10:37am] |
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Damn i havent updated this shit in forever it seems!
I went to the total chaos show on friday with nick, Benny, and Melody.
It was fucken badass!
I had fun!
Afterwards Tommy came to chill, with some suprises! haha.
It was fun. We had a little after party!
Dont you hate it when you realize that in the past,
if you did something a little different, everything would
be different now? but in a good way!
Dont you ever wish that you did that one different thing,
and you regret not doing it then?
I DO!!!!
My best friend broke down and told me some really deep shit the other night.
I felt like such a bitch.
I wish that in the past i did that one thing different,
so that i would have that one thing i turned down now!
It fucken sucks how that kinda shit works out!
Well, if it happend in the past...maybe it will happen in the future...
Thats what I told him...
I still feel like such a bitch!
Well i have to walk to school cos i slept in late.
Peace.
<3
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| valuuuum |
[01 May 2005|01:48am] |
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damnnn last night was hella fun!!!!
Partied at Melodys with the crew! It was badass!
Me,Tommy,Kaycee,Amber,JUSTIN, but he had to go home early,
Taylor, Chris, Austin, Nikkie, Michelle, Dirty Dave,
Michelles bro, RAY, and Joey!
Damn it was hell fun.
We had like 6 cases of beer or some shit and like alot of bud!
We visited George this morning! We went to eat breakfast with him!
haha.
Their playing a sho tomorrow.
Well im out.
<3
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