C'MON DROOGIES HERE WE GO.....

my baby

2005-12-14T19:57:52Z

I FUCKING LOVE NICK D. GRAINGER!
...WITH ALL OF MY HEART!!!!
4-ever....I swear baby!
=]
<33333

biaaatch

2005-09-20T01:21:55Z

1. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
GG Allin

2. Where was your first kiss?
in my front yard

3. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
hahahaha YES haha

4. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
haha yesss

5. Have you ever sang in front of a large number of people?
not by myself but yeah

6.Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
eyes

7.What really turns you on?
sagging pants haha

8.What do you usually order from starbucks?
tall mocha frapacino

9. What is your biggest mistake: rather not say

10. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
yeah

11. Say something totally random about you: i fucking love beer

12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
yes...people say i remind them of ashley simpson with black hair? hahaha i dont see it at all...

13. Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
yeh\

14. Did you have braces?
no

15. Are you comfortable with your height?
yes

16. What is the most romantic thing someone of the opposite sex has done for you?
i cant think of anything right now

17. When do you know it's love? i dunno

18. Do you speak any other languages?
no

19. Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
ya but i didnt tan there my friends sis worked there haha

20. What magazines do you read?
high times but i dont read it i just look at the beautiful buds

21. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
no

22.Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
yes

23.Do you watch mtv? laguna beach hahaha

24.What's something that really annoys you?
people who kick the back of my chair

25. What's something you really like?
music

26.Do you like Michael Jackson?
dont care for him much

27.Can you dance?
i dunno, i dont think i can

28.What's the longest/latest you have ever stayed up?
like 3 or 4 days

29.Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
no

30.Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
no

31. Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
yes

questions

2005-09-15T17:09:46Z

What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? eyes

Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? yah if she knows wut shes doing.

Would you marry for money?
no

Have you had braces?
no

Do you wear lipgloss?
yes

Do you like talking on the phone?
yes

When was the last time you had a hickey?
over the weekend

Could you live without a computer?
yes

Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc?
aim

If so, how many people are on your list(s)?
aim like 200 or something

If you could live in any past time period, which would it be?
im not sure

Do you drink enough water?
not really, i should start

Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?
sometimes wear sometimes i dont

What is your favorite fruit?
strawberries

Do you eat wheat bread or white?
wheat

What is your favorite place to visit?
everywhere? haha i dunno

What is the last movie you saw?
dracula

Do you kiss on the first date?
depends on if i know them already or not

Are you photogenic?
i dont think i am

Do you dream in color or black and white?
color

Are you wearing fingernail polish?
no

--- suprisingly fresh

Do you have any dimples?
no

Do you remember being born?
no

Why do you take surveys?
im boredddd

Do you drink alcohol?
yes

Did you like or do you like high school?
no!!!!! too much stupid DRAMA.

What is the most beautiful language?
English?

When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake?
i dunno

Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?
sunsets

Do you want to live to be 100?
yes

Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair?
yes

Do you like salty food or sugary food the most?
both

Are you superstitious?
heck yes!

Have you ever seen a psychic?
no

Are you loyal?
yes

Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?
yes

When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?
off

Do you believe in magic?
yes

Do you have nightmares frequently?
alot of times

Do you like your nose?
no

Do you like abstract art?
yes

Do you think you can draw well?
hell naw

Do you listen to music daily?
hell yah

Do you like to watch cartoons?
yup

At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
a young age

How many pairs of shoes do you have in your closet?
a lot

Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?
depends on what i feel like

Do you write poetry?
nah

Do you snore?
i dont think so, when im reallyy fucked up i do haha

Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?
sides

Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
rotweiler

Do you lick stamps?
no

Do you use an electric can opener?
no

Have you ridden in a hot air balloon?
no

Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?
physical

Do you think balding men should shave their heads?
yep

Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed?
yes

Do you prefer a piano or a violin?
piano

Are you a sex addict?
no

Do you know someone who has cancer?
yes

Do you hunt?
no

Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants?
both

Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?
zoo

Do you have a middle name?
yes

Are you basically a happy person?
yes

Are you tired?
a little

Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?
pepsi

Have you ever met anyone off the internet?
yeah

How many phones do you have in your house?
i dont have any house phones

How long is your hair?
mid length

Do you get along with your parents?
most times

What color of eyes do you prefer?
hazel

Are you a virgin?
no

every living creature dies alone

2005-08-04T12:25:00Z

I hope that when
the world comes
to an end,
I can breathe
a sigh of relief,
because there
will be so
much to look
forward to.

new tat

2005-07-31T03:49:55Z

its all small tho...ehh looks better in real life! :).

life is such a lonely place and theres no on you can trust...

2005-07-23T13:34:34Z

Last night was AMAZING!
I went to a show at the Black Lion with
Nick and Tony...the "tattooist" haha.
I missed all my friends from shows.
Im soo happy i got to see them again.
It felt so good....like old times!!!
Getting drunk in the corner...and nick askin everyone to pull his finger!
+++ NICK GOT OFF PROBATION SO I GOT TO SMOKE WITH MY NICKYBEBE!
Just like old times.
Ahhh i love him...hes such a KICKASS BESTFRIEND!
He makes me happy.
Hes the only guy that can cure my weakness...
which is knowing that my boyfriend is still locked up..:/!
Thats why hes my bestest friend haha.
The show was sooo badass.
KrumBums played a kickass show like always.
Verbal Abuse was awsome as well.
I havent seen them play in a long time...
I got to see Yoshiiii!!! Eeee how i missed my yoshimayer haha.
Ryan, Adam, and Kyle went....i missed those guys so much.
I cant believe we went so long without hanging out!
Ahhh and STEWART! I missed him too, that crazy guy.
Im so happy i got to see mostly everyone.
I cant wait until the next show.
Well its early and i woke up
with a hangover so i drank
some chocolate milk...
me and drakes old cure!
Ahhhh waaay goodtimes goodtimes!
Im out.
<33

ooo shit son

2005-07-19T17:14:57Z

When Lauren gets back from Florida we're gettin our tats!
fuck ya i cant fucking wait for my tattoo!! eeee.
Shit my court dates comen up...bleh FUCK PIGS!

Damn i havent written in this little shit in forever.

Nick got off probation today...you know what that means...
hits from the bong nigga!

Well im out to go smoke out!

BTA! pora vida weey!!

THIS SHITS FOREVER...

flying on a forty thats how i get down
you say yer the king but im wearing the crown
high on my throne sniffing lines making deals
got a chef in the kitchen cooken my last meal.

<33

eeeeeeee

2005-07-14T07:53:04Z

Power abuse
Authority misuse
They kill and rape
And it wont be on the news
But youre the good one
With the badge and a gun
Braggin how you blasted
Gunshot forty-one

Policia
Line up on the wall
Policia
Caged animals
Policia
Kill and lie some more
Policia
Conspiracy to cage the poor

One dead cop
No more donut shop
More dead cops
Might make the hurting stop
Kill cops

Policia
Line up on the wall
Policia
Caged animals
Policia
Kill and lie some more
Policia
Conspiracy to cage the poor

One dead cop
No more donut shop
More dead cops
Might make the hurting stop
Kill cops

I never took such pleasure in a death
A hatred born of freedoms dying breath
The police kill and then they lie some more
In a conspiracy to cage the poor

MYSPACE SUCKS

2005-06-28T22:03:47Z

yeah, homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague
if sadness lurks within yer walls, as it does in mine
where i am confined to my room to hide
from all of the bullshit i've gotta deal with from them
and they don't give in, until i am crying
my eyes out over this shit, and then i scream out
homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague
gotta get outta here before i loose my mind

yeah, homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague
when everything i do is wrong, and its all my fault
and they don't understand, me or who i am
they'll never except that this is all who i am
and all i can do is never enough
i wish that for once they'd just fucking lay off
homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague
abandon all hope, and watch my dreams fade away

with all this shits stacked, like weights on my back
with no one to help me, soon i will collapse
my family hates me, i fucking hate them
goddammit, will this homelife shit ever end?!

yeah, homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague
if you live with anger and hate, just like here
where i live in fear of losing my mind
and killing you all, leaving no one behind
trapped inside these walls, with no where to go
and nothing to do, i am bored and depressed
patients put to the test, dagger at my chest
i carve into my arm to relieve the stress
homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague
gotta get outta here before i loose my mind
my family hates me, i fucking hate them
goddammit, will this homelife shit ever end?!

now, shows over come home, and i'm all alone
with no one to talk to and no pot to smoke
homelife, is a drag, deadly like a plague
i'll walk out the front door, and never look back

summer 05

2005-06-10T02:25:09Z

Damn I havent written in here in a while!
Or have i?
Anyways. Hm. Not much has been going on.
I go to bullshit credit retrival and it sucks.
I doubt im going to get credit for it anyways.
Me and Richard left early to smoke with wayne, it was fun!
I have been going crazy this week, not being able to do as much
as usual cos of getting arested again on Ryan's birthday.
Haha that boy gets arrested on all of his bdays.
Tomorrow should be real fun!
Me and Melody might chill with Chris and Taylor.
Then later maybe go to a show for a little bit, then chill with Lauren!
I cant wait until Tommy gets back, summer doesnt seem right without him!
I feel like I cant have fun cos he cant!
I miss him!
Well i still have fun ne ways hehe!
Im out.
<3

yea dawg

2005-06-06T05:06:32Z

Your gender: female

Straight/Gay/Bi: straight

Single?: nope

If not, do you want to be?: no

Birthdate: August 29

Age you act: my own

Age you wish you were: 18

Your height: 5 or sumin maybe shorter

Eye color: light brown

Happy with it?: yea

Hair color: brownish/blackish

Happy with it?: ehh

Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: right

Your living arrangement: with my mom and dad and brother

Your family: me my mom, dad, bro, and sabby

Have any pets?: sabby

What's your job?: sittin on my ass and smoken the herb

Piercings?: not any more

Tattoos?: not yet

Obsessions?: ?

Addictions?: hehehe

Do you speak another language?: some german

Have a favorite quote?: too fast to live too young to die

Do you have a webpage? no

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it

Do you live in the moment?: i dunno

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes

Do you have any secrets?: yes

Do you hate yourself: no

Do you like your handwriting?: ehh

Do you have any bad habits?: yes

What is the compliment you get from most people?: "your so cute"

If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: your mama the little girl said

What's your biggest fear?: being surrounded by many hungry sharks in the open water

Can you sing?: a little

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no

Are you a loner?: no

What is your #1 priority in life?: ?

If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes

Are you a daredevil?: sometimes

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: sometimes

Are you passive or agressive?: agressive

Do you have a journal?: yes

What is your greatest strength and weakness?: ?

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: a little taller

Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yes

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: heck yes

Do you think life has been good so far?: yes

What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: never trust a junkie, unless their your bestfriend haha

What do you like the most about your body?: my breastesis haha

And least?: ?

Do you think you are good looking?: i am happy with the way i look

Are you confident?: most of the time

What is the fictional character you are most like?: ?

Are you perceived wrongly?: not really

Do You...

Smoke?: yes

Do drugs?: ?

Read the newspaper?: sometimes

Pray?: sometimes

Go to church?: no

Talk to strangers who IM you?: sometimes

Sleep with stuffed animals?: just the one ryan gave me

Talk to people even though you hate them?: sometimes

Drive?: no

Like to drive fast?: yes

Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: ya

Hurt yourself?: ya

Been out of the country?: mexico

Eaten something that made other people sick?: no

Been in love?: yes

Done drugs?: yes

Gone skinny dipping?: no

Had a medical emergency?: yes

Had surgery?: no

Ran away from home?: no

Played strip poker?: no

Gotten beaten up?: no

Beaten someone up?: no

Been picked on?: no

Been on stage?: yes

Slept outdoors?: yes

Thought about suicide?: FUCK NO

Pulled an all nighter?: yes

If yes, what is your record?: a couple of days

Gone one day without food?: yes

Talked on the phone all night?: yes

Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes

Slept all day?: yes

Killed someone?: no

Made out with a stranger?: no

Had sex with a stranger?: no

Thought you're going crazy?: YES

Kissed the same sex?: yes

Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no

Been betrayed?: yes

Had a dream that came true?: yes

Broken the law?: eeee yes haha

Met a famous person?: yea

Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes

On purpose?: yes

Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes

Stolen anything?: yes

Been on radio/tv?: yesLouis

Been in a mosh-pit?: yes

Had a nervous breakdown?: dont think so

Bungee jumped?: no

Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes

Beliefs

Belive in life on other planets?: yes

Miracles?: yes

Astrology?: yes

God?: sure

Satan?: no

Santa?: no

Ghosts?: yes

Luck?: yes

Love at first sight?: maybe

Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes

Witches?: yes

Easter bunny?: no

Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes

Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: yes haha thanks to ryan

Do you wish on stars?: yes

Deep Theological Questions

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: i dunno

Do you think God has a gender?: no

Do you believe in organized religion?: ?

Where do you think we go when we die?: eee

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes

Who are your best friends?: Melody, Nick, Cesar, and Tommy

Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Melody, Nick, Cesar, and Tommy all 4 of them do

What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: do what you feel you should do, and dont let anyone stop you

Your favorite inside joke?: kermit the car

Thing you're picked on most about?: shortness

Who's your longest known friend?: GRACE!

Talking to right now: no one

Newest?: ?

Shyest?: non of my friends are shy

Funniest?: Nick

Sweetest?: Tommy

Closest?: Melody, Tommy,Nick, Cesar haha

Weirdest?: Nick

Smartest?: Cesar

Ditziest?: MELODY

Friends you miss being close to the most?: alot

Last person you talked to online?: Laura

Who do you talk to most online?: Nick, Lauren

Who are you on the phone with most?: Melody

Who do you trust most?: Melody, Nick, Tommy, Cesar

Who listens to your problems?: Melody, Nick, Tommy, Cesar

Who do you fight most with?: i dunno

Who's the nicest?: Nick

Who's the most outgoing?: Melody

Who's the best singer?: TOMMY!

Who's on your shit-list?: dont wanna talk bout that

Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: eeee

Who's your second family?: Tommy's family

Do you always feel understood?: most of the time

Who's the loudest friend?: Melody

Do you trust others easily?: depends on who you are and what our friendship is like

Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Tommy, Melody

Do your friends know you?: yes

Friend that lives farthest away: ?

Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake?: no

What do you find romantic?: ?

Turn-on?: hair, nice body

Turn-off?: ugly shoes haha

First kiss?: it was cute

If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would u feel?: flattered

Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out with them: knowing them then dating

Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: no

Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: no

Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: ya i guess

What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: mood swings

What's the last present someone gave you?: Tommy cooked me dinner and gave me a flower! :) lol

Are you in love?: i think so

Who Was the Last Person...

That haunted you?: ?

You wanted to kill: no names

That you laughed at?: Lauren

That laughed at you?: Melody

That turned you on?: Tommy haha

You went shopping with?: Melody, Jerry, and Dino haha

That broke your heart?: mario

To disappoint you?: ?

To ask you out?: Tommy

To make you cry?: ugh

To brighten up your day?: Melody

That you thought about?: Tommy

You saw a movie with?: Melody

You talked to on the phone?: Melody

You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Dillon

You saw?: Melody

You lost?: ...ugh

Right This Moment...

Are you going out?: no

Will it be with your significant other?: i wish

Or some random person?: no

What are you wearing right now?: coca cola shorts and a old navy t-shirt

Body part you're touching right now: none

What are you worried about right now?: tommy

What book are you reading?: ...none

What's on your mousepad?: black

Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: worried, bored, tired, worried, scared

Are you bored?: yes

Are you tired?: yes

Are you talking to anyone online?: yes

Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no

Are you lonely or content?: lonely

Are you listening to music?: yes

I stole this from Clara :)

2005-05-29T01:48:17Z

1) Single or taken: Taken

2) Birthday: 8.29.89

3) Siblings: 1

4) hair color: dark brown

5) Eye color: light brown

*-;-* H a v e Y o u E v e r *-;-*

1) Given anyone a bath: yes

3) Broken a Bone: no

4) Broken the law: yes

5) Made yourself throw-up: yes, but not for belimik reasons
or however you spell it, just because i was really drunk haha

6) Gone skinny-dipping: not yet

7) Ever been in love: yes

8) Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: yes

*~* R e l a t i o n s h i p s *~*

1) Who is your best friend: Melody and Tommy

2) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes

3) Did you send this to your crush?: no

4) Did your crush send this to you?: no

*-;-*F a s h i o n S t u f f *-;-*

1) What is your favorite clothes shop?: i have no idea

2) Rings or necklaces?: rings

3) Favorite Brand?: too many, but i mostly listen to leftover crack or sublime

E x t r a S t u f f *-;-*

1) What are you most scared of: being surounded by sharks

2) What are you listening to right now: sublime

3) who was the last person who texted you?: Justin

*Favorite things*

1) Color: GREEN

2) Food: pizza

3) Boy's names: Devon

4) Girl's names: Carissa

5) Subject/s: ?

8) Car: ?

9) Place in the world: anywhere with Tommy and Melody

10) Song: i dont know theres too many to chose from

11) Film: Requiem for a dream

-;-* F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s *-;-*

1) Pizza or chocolate: Pizza

2) How many people are you sending this to?: ?

3) who will send this back?: ?

4) Gold or Silver: silver

5) What is the last film you saw at the cinema?: The Aviator

6) last time you were a total idiot?: everyday haha

drama is gay

2005-05-26T05:09:57Z

I wish me and him (and Melody) could just fucken move out and leave this shit place already!
There is so much drama here that we dont deserve or need!
I cant fucking wait until we are legal!
2 more years for him, and about 3 for me.
I cant wait.
I hate this shit!
I wish I could turn back time.
Fuck it!
I just wish me and him can be together peacefully.
This shit sucks, its hard to live a lie.
Its dumb, and stupid!
I guess we're going to have to though until we
are able to leave this place.
I CANT FUCKING WAIT FOR THAT DAY TO COME!
I FUCKING LOVE HIM AND I DONT FUCKING CARE!
SO FUCK HER AND EVERYONE ELSE!
Thank you soooo much for helping me
and being there for me Melody!
I FUCKING LOVE YOU GIRL! NO MATTER WHAT!
im out.

i dont give a fuck ne more

2005-05-23T23:15:07Z

Holy shit.
Its my first day without him and I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT!
I swear im going to go crazy.
This has never happend to me before.
I hate this shit.
I hate that my mom is trying to tell me,
"oh you can find somebody way better, hes nothing
but trouble, all your gunna do is end up in jail."
Fuck her.
I can honestly say I fucking love this boy!
Hes the only one that has been there for me FOR YEARS,
since about elementary,
and knows me BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE!
The only one that can read my mind, and can finish my sentances,
the only one who makes me feel like a real person,
the only one who i can acually be my self around,
the only one who has seen me at my best and at my worst!
I fucking love him
and i dont give a fuck about what anyone thinks or says!
Fuck this shit im out.

KILL COPS!

2005-05-23T03:12:04Z

So much fucken shit went on today!
Im so fucken worried about my boy!
Its not fucking funny.
The cops came to my house about 2 times.
I got arrested.
My boy got arrested.
Everything was going perfect. until the fucken PIGS showed up.
I hate shavano.
Stupid white stuck up people!
Just when everything was going perfect it had to fuck up!
Im sooo fucking worried that im not going to see him in like a year,
maybe even years!
Its killing me to think about whats going to hapen to him!
Im sooo fucken worried!
Im out.

i dont know who sings this but its on Napoleon Dynamite haha!

2005-05-22T15:14:20Z

If you need a friend
dont look to a stranger
You know in the end
I'll always be there

And when your in doubt
and when your in danger
Take a look all around
and I'll be there

Im sorry, but Im just thinking of the right words to say
I know they dont sound the way I planned them to be
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you I will.

When your day is through
and so is your temper
You know what to do
Im gonna always be there

Sometimes if I shout
its not whats intended
These words just come out
with no gripe to bear

Im sorry, but Im just thinking of the right words to say
I know they dont sound the way I planned them to be
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you...

Im sorry, but Im just thinking of the right words to say
I know they dont sound the way I planned them to be
And if I had to walk the world, Id make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you I will.

I gotta tell ya I need to tell ya I gotta tell ya I gotta tell ya

Im sorry, but Im just thinking of the right words to say
I know they dont sound the way I planned them to be
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you...

Im sorry, but Im just thinking of the right words to say
I know they dont sound the way I planned them to be
And if I had to walk the world, Id make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you I will ...

haha this song reminds me of Tommy.
:).
<33

T.M.N.T

2005-05-12T13:06:12Z

Whats up.
Yea its like 8 in the morning. But im waiting for my bus.
I hate the bus.
I wonder what im going to do today...
Im suppose to go to saturday school,
but i wanna hangout with tommy...
Hmmm... knowing me, im probably going to skip the saturday school.
Saturday school....even tho its on a THURSDAY! haha
They should think about changing the name or something.
I got a badass Ninja Turtle watch last night.
Nick is going to be so jelouse! haha
I still have his old school Ninja Turtle shirt from 7th grade!
Awww...what a cutie! haha.
Fiesta Texas' water park is open now.
Ooo shit son...I think me and Melody, maybe Tomas and Ramone,
might go on sunday...hopefully.
And then on Monday its Denied Rights...fuck ya.
I cant wait cos i havent seen the crew in like 2 weeks, and it sucks!
o ya and the Casualties are playing too.
Well im out.

blood in blood out

2005-05-10T15:41:55Z

Damn i havent updated this shit in forever it seems!
I went to the total chaos show on friday with nick, Benny, and Melody.
It was fucken badass!
I had fun!
Afterwards Tommy came to chill, with some suprises! haha.
It was fun. We had a little after party!
Dont you hate it when you realize that in the past,
if you did something a little different, everything would
be different now? but in a good way!
Dont you ever wish that you did that one different thing,
and you regret not doing it then?
I DO!!!!
My best friend broke down and told me some really deep shit the other night.
I felt like such a bitch.
I wish that in the past i did that one thing different,
so that i would have that one thing i turned down now!
It fucken sucks how that kinda shit works out!
Well, if it happend in the past...maybe it will happen in the future...
Thats what I told him...
I still feel like such a bitch!
Well i have to walk to school cos i slept in late.
Peace.
<3

valuuuum

2005-05-01T06:49:09Z

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lonely_1_lost @ 2005-04-22T14:12:00

2005-04-22T19:20:42Z

damnnn last night was hella fun!!!!
Partied at Melodys with the crew! It was badass!
Me,Tommy,Kaycee,Amber,JUSTIN, but he had to go home early,
Taylor, Chris, Austin, Nikkie, Michelle, Dirty Dave,
Michelles bro, RAY, and Joey!
Damn it was hell fun.
We had like 6 cases of beer or some shit and like alot of bud!
We visited George this morning! We went to eat breakfast with him!
haha.
Their playing a sho tomorrow.
Well im out.
<3

hgih as a motha fucka

2005-04-21T01:17:32Z

420 damnnnnn nuukah!
chillin with tommy and other kids.

cathcya latea whe im sober haha!

happy 420.

<3

lonely_1_lost @ 2005-04-19T16:40:00

2005-04-19T21:43:57Z

school was good cos I got to see justin!
I didnt have a 5th period so i just went to lunch
instead of the auditorium! hehe.
Me and Justin are together now. :).
Im happy.
Today I might go to see Tim and thems band practice
with Grace...but iunno if we're going to go after all or not.
Im bored. and tired. and hungry.
I cant wait until the weekend!
Well im out.
<3

boom shaka laka laka

2005-04-18T22:06:38Z

DENIED RIGHTS WON BATTLE OF THE BANDS!!
EEEEE IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM!
They have been through alot and they deserve it!
I love them.

They get to play with the Casualties on may 16!

Go support them.

FUCK the casualties haha DENIED RIGHTS!

+++ FILTHY AND THE MUFF DIVERS IS PLAYING TOO!

thats gunna be a badass show!

im out.

<3

FUCK EVERYONE....yes YOU!

2005-04-18T02:15:05Z

always putting me down
no we're not the same
just another asshole
a sitting no-brain
go on again, state your ignorance
smash my beliefs
i get it, i'll bet your living
some shit like the american dream!

talk, talk, talk
thats all you do
always putting me down
talk, talk, talk
whats new? you ignorant shit!
talk, talk, talk
heres my cue... fuck you!!

hey kid, get a life
be like us, sacrifice
all of that is bad advice
no we're not the same
go on again, say what youll say
lose your temper, call me names
because what i question, what i do
i dont care to know you

talk, talk, talk
thats all you do
always putting me down
talk, talk, talk
whats new? you ignorant shit!
talk, talk, talk
heres my cue... fuck you!!

gdfgtrtr

2005-04-16T18:21:30Z

chillin with old friends is the best!

Last night me and Kaycee bought a bottle of Jack,
went to Richards with Ryan,Kyle S, Nic, Rex, Linda, and Kaylan.
It was hella fun!
haha...cept fro when we got kicked out!

ehh..DENIED RIGHTS AND FIRE AT WILL TONIGHT @ SNAPS!

<3